standing in front of my mirror
these are the hougts buzzing through my head:

ugly, pasty, fat cow!

ugly, ugly, ugly!

i hate you!
i don't want to see you anymore
there's nothing but FAT!
FAT! FAT! FAT!
disgusting!

why are you living?

everything about you is just junk!

fat fat fat!

go, live in forests and landscapes without any zivilation

so nobody has to see you

because nobody WANTS to see you,

see someone fat like you!

die!

nobody would miss you!

help!

my thoughts are killing me